New Season
05/20/2011
Here we go. I’m taking the plunge–not by choice but by time’s force.
I’m done with PBC. I feel like I never really lived my life before here…and now it is over.
I’m forced to grow up now. I have to make grown up decisions.
I hate making decisions.
God, what is going on? I think that the longer I was at PBC the more I realized I know nothing and am capable of nothing on my own. I must live a life in complete, total and utter surrender to You. There is no hope if I go it alone.
Today a friend and I were talking about how sad a life it must be to live a life without Jesus. There is no hope without the hope in the creator. Life is full of disappointments but God takes those and turns them around for His glory. Joy comes from glorifying Him.
Oh God, I love you. I don’t know what’s next but you haven’t led me astray yet so I’ll put my trust in You. You are everything I need and all I could ever want.
Thank you.
